Towards the end of last year I was feeling a little ,well,lost I guess.Disapointed with myself on many levels.In my favourite local bookstore there was a little journal.From the Papaya group so those in the know will understand my being drawn to it.The illustrations on their products are incredible.On the cover is a pretty pink bird and the caption reads " I am a rare bird".Thats it,I thought.I am.We all are.Every single one of us.I didn't buy the book.A month later it was in the sale basket so of course it was meant to be mine.
I have not regretted it and I don't feel silly having it.Using it.Its my happy place.The place I write anything that grabs my attention,that makes me smile.The place I doodled joy as my stomach was gripped by fear while we flew to see my sister across the world.The place I go when I have had a terrible day and need to remind myself of the joy I have in my life.
On the first page is a list.I thought you might enjoy it.Write yourself a list.Its a wonderful grounder.
It is very simply titled
"The things that make me happy".
henry and his creative instinct,olivers humour and wit,cupcakes,the scent of freshly cut grass,champagne,clean sheets,a full fridge,lanterns,good coffee,strong tea in the morning,lindt balls,roast lamb, baby lettuce,Harriet(my pussycat),fresh paint,yoga,ashleigh laughing,gelato with the children after school,a really good book store,a new magazine-or two,notebooks,making lists,being in the middle of a project,knitting,smiling at strangers and perhaps a conversation,having a god daughter,kind and funny friends,mopped floors,blogland,friendships where you don't even know what the other really looks like,a glass of wine while the boys are in the bath,writing stories,painted toes ( OPI Lincoln Park After Dark),laughing so hard with someone you start snorting and your stomach hurts,stitching pearl thread into a quilt,clean hair,dough,the childrens comedy over the silliest things.....
I haven't updated it in a while and it goes in no particular order.Merely the cobweb of happy moments that make up my life.I have so many more to add.
I hope you all,we all,have a truly happy week.The suns out.And if its not,rain is an incredible thing.
xxxx